I don’t want to be alone tonight
I don’t think I’m safe tonight
I don’t want to be alone tonight
With no one here to hold me tight
No one here to tell me it’s all right

With no one watching over me
I just might take my life tonight
....I shouldn’t be alone tonight

Who will save me from myself?
When no one is here to take the knife
I don’t want to end my life tonight
Though I maybe dying tonight
I would rather be crying
But as the night envelopes
And my darkness enshrouds
Drag the blade across my skin
It is only a little sin
The crimson tears flow

The coke seemed to be placeboes
I don’t know what is wrong
All I know is to this world I don’t belong
This body I detest, just won’t rest
My masochistic mind won’t cease to exist
Now it puts my will to the test

It isn’t my fault
I don’t want to be dead
It isn’t my fault
I’m numb, again
It isn’t my fault
It’s all in my head
It is my own fault I’m alone
Just leave me alone

I don’t know what to say
I am getting cold
It is getting late
Alone again
There is no stopping fate

My world falls in to shadows
Everything fades
Nothing left but phantoms

There goes the knife
Can’t even hold it tight
Just one last breath until my embrace with death
But with it let me say:

Happy Valentine everybody....

   slowly sinking
   slowly fading
   slowly smiling
   peace has come
   goodbye my love
   gentle tears
   raining down
   now you know
   that im gone...